For Alaysia

A Letter From Heaven

To my dearest family some things I'd like to say, but first of all to let you know that I've arrived okay.I'm writing this from Heaven here I dwell with GOD above there is no more tears of sadness, here is just eternal love.Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight, remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.The day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through, GOD picked me up, and hugged me and said I welcome you. It's good to have you back again, you were missed while you were gone, as for your dearest family they will be here later on.I need you here so badly, your part of my big plan, there is so much to do to help our mortal man. GOD gave me a list of things he wished for me to do, and foremost on that list was to watch, and care for YOU. And when you lie in bed at night the days chores put to flight GOD and I are closes to you in the middle of the night. When you think of my life on earth and all those loving years, because your only human it's bound to cause you tears. But do not be afraid to cry it does relieve the pain. Remember there would be no flowers unless there was some rain. I wish I could tell you all that GOD has planned, but If I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand.
But one thing is for certain my life on earth is over I'm closest to you now than I ever was before.

And to my many friends trust GOD knows what's best. I'm still not very far from you, I'm just beyond the crest. There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb, but together we can do by taking it one day at a time.

It was always philosophy, and I'd like it for you to that as you give into the world, so the world will give to you. If you can help somebody who is in some sorrow or some pain, then you can say to GOD at night my day was not in vein. And now I am content that my knowing that as I pass along the way I made somebody smile. So if you meet somebody who is feeling sad, or low just lend a hand to pick them up as on your way you go. When you are walking down the street and you've got me on your mind I'm walking in your footsteps only
a half a step behind. And when its time you to go from that body to be free remember you are not going you are coming here with me. And I will always love you from the land way above, we will be in touch soon I send you ALL MY LOVE!

And the plot thickens...

So...guess who showed up to my door today before i left for my mom's...Paul's PO!!! (Yes he dose exist and he is kinda cute.) He asked me if Paul was there and i was like no, He says he got a job at an auto place in Tiffin can't remember the name of the place but he was gone last night so i don't know if he in fact has a job or even showed up. I will know when i get child support. He was all wide eyed and said "Child support?" I was like yeah. He goes "Are you his ex wife?" Again...yeah. He goes "I see, he said he was staying with a Mina." I about had my apendix burst while i was trying to stifle my need to laugh. I was like "Nope, she kicked him out because he was drinking alot and lieing to her all the time, hence why i am skeptical about the whole him having a job thing." I almost invited him in for a cup of coffee so we could exchange info. But he said thanks i was just checking up on him, just let him know i stopped by. I was like oh yeah i will be sure to let him know. I closed the door, Laughed till my side hurt and said damnit that was fun. I think i may have gotten him in trouble unintentionally, but at this point...too bad and oh well. I feel absolutely evil...and i love it.

Recipe

Layered Pizza Dip

1 pkg (8oz) Cream Cheese, softened

1/2 c sour cream

1/4 c freshly grated parmesan cheese

1/2 tsp garlic salt

1/2 c prepared pizza sause

3/4 c shredded mozzarella cheese

1 pkg sliced pepperoni, finely chopped

Tosted pita chips to serve.

Preheat oven to 350 degrees. In a bowl, beat cream cheese till fluffy. Stir in sour cream, parmesan cheese, and garlic salt. Spread into a lightly greased 9in pie plate. Spread pizza sause over cream cheese mixture. Sprinkle mozzarella cheese over pizza sause and top w/ pepperoni. Bake about 20 minutes or until heated through. Serve warm with pita chips.

This dip is awesome. Taste testers (Chad, Ron, and Paul) All loved it. It didn't last the night. Make it and taste for your self.

Book Reveiw

Although I have never met a book i didn't like, i had gotten rediculous. After trying to read 5 books at a time...I stopped and cut to just two at a time. (The dreams were freaking me out too) Books are in order of completion:

Untamed - P.C. & Kristin Cast

A Giant Problem - Tony DiTerlizzi & Holly Black

Nightwalker - Jocelynn Drake

Wicked Pleasure - Nina Banks

Brisingr - Christopher Paolini

Untamed was awesome and i can't wait to read Hunted which fallows this series. Somethings finally happened that explained alot and they left alot open to make you egar to read the next book. You gotta read the series to know what i am talking about. Fallowing book, Hunted is to be released March 2009.

A Giant Problem second book in the Beyond the Spiderwick Chronicles was good. Now i know the series is for kids but after seeing the movie based off the first set of books, I got curious. They are very intresting, well...if your into the fairies, nixies, and giants. The next book is called The Wyrm King release date is unknown at this time.

Nigtwalker was the shit! Kick ass book and i can't wait to read the next book, assuming there is a next book. Vampires, werewolves, witches, and evil entities galore. Some romance but strickly PG13.

Wicked Pleasure was great. The series is romantic and hilarious. If you like romance novels i recommend the series that starts with Wicked Nights.

I am soon to start Brisingr the third book in the Inheritance Saga. Book is huge and kinda intimidating but with how the last book ended...i am extremely curious.

So there is my latest on the books. More to come as always. Thanks for reading.

What Happened to Thanksgiving?

Maybe i am being dumb about the whole thing but i mean damn...Halloween wasn't even all the way over yet and Wal Mart was clearing shelves and putting christmas shit up. Walked into the store earlier today and...i was like fast forewarded through November and Thanksgiving. Christmas threw up all over the place. The only cool thing...I found a kit to make a gingerbread house...and seriously considering getting it.

I have also looked into my mom and dads fasination with the changeing of the leaves. They are pretty. Reds, oranges, yellows....all a flame. You look down a street and it is like it is on fire. Spring and Autumn are my favorite seasons, it is the only way to truely see change. That and the tempatures are absolutely perfect.

Also...i will be posting some recipies here the next week or so for thanksgiving ideas. I will be posting some like dips, appetizers, and side dishes. If you try them out please let me know what you think. I will be posting a book reveiw within the next few days too. Well i think that is all for now. Don't forget to stop and look at the trees.

Woke up this morning and thought it was Sunday.

Swear to god. I thought it was Sunday when i got up. Got Erin dressed for church and everything. (Brain dose weird shit when your sleep deprived.)

Erin didn't go to bed till like 4 am, poor baby is getting sick. She was talking in her sleep, crying, and coughing most the night. I think i slept for an hour. Then i power napped upstairs at mom's. I feel shitty. *sigh*

Dominique's party was fun last night. Got to see ppl haven't seen in a while. Brandin, Angel, Alisha and of course Dominique. Never really got to sit and get to know Alisha until last night and she is a hoot. Lots of awesome food as always. We watched Quarentine...i thought it sucked. It's like Resident Evil crossed with Cloverfeild.

Nothing really new to report. Just kinda hangen in there.

Thanks for reading.

*sigh*

Ok so yesterday i had an interveiw at Shoe Show. I thought it went well. When i first met the store manager i was very intimidating, She looked mean but when we went back the the back she was very laid back and nice. She said she would let me know by the end of the week. I really hope i get this job. I will take what i can get at this point.

Whats new: I have started to see someone. We have been on 2 dates and so far so good. He is very sweet. Paul and i don't really talk anymore unless we absolutely have to and he dosn't know i am seeing someone (like it's his business anyway). But you know. Otherwise just kinda cleaning my house and getting "organized" That and i have been cooking alot. I wanna make muffins but...i have no muffin cups. I am starting to get antsy about it.

Erin is doing well. She sings more. Mostly songs she learns at pre school. We are still fighting her on potty training. But i guess she gose good at pre school, now if only we could get her to do it at home. I keep trying.

Books: I just finished Wicked Lovely by Melissa Marr, great book i enjoyed it. I am now reading Nightwalker byJocelynn Drake. So far it seems good. Next on my list is Brisingr by Christopher Paolini.

Well i think that is it for today. Thanks for reading.